it just passes right through me

was the year anniversary of the worst day of my life. no one even knows about it… been waiting today it to arrive, then i just realized i forgot all about it. thank god i have good people to surround myself with and help me forget the worst times. cant forget maryjane either, thanks.

for my decision, but i felt i needed to do so. im not content w it, especially now. i feel like shit for it. UUUUUGH. this is the worst part about relationships, i swurrr. </3